Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Day 295/365- Matthew 19:21


“Sell everything”

21 Jesus told him, “If you want to be perfect, go and sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.

We are told in Mark’s gospel that Jesus tells this man what he tells him because he loves him.  At first it would appear that Jesus doesn’t love him.  He doesn’t give the man what he wants.  But is love about always getting what you want from others?  Certainly not!  But if we are not careful, we may live as if it is, especially when it comes to our relationship with God.

Just like the paralytic we see in Matthew 9, this man has found his identity in something other than Jesus.  The paralytic says, “If I could just walk!  I would never complain again, never ask for anything again.”  Jesus shows him he’s not going deep enough.  He needs to have his sins forgiven more than he needs to walk.  Similarly, the rich man needs to find his identity in Jesus.  He is self-righteous in thinking he has kept all of the commandments.  He loves his money more than Jesus & so he walks away sad.  Jesus is showing him that what he thinks he really needs, he doesn’t need, and what he thinks he doesn’t need is really what he needs.  He doesn’t really need his stuff and he thinks he doesn’t need Jesus.  But he needs Jesus most desperately, and doesn’t need his stuff.

What is it that we are finding our identity in besides Jesus?  What is it that we can’t imagine doing without if he asked us for it?  What is it that we say, “If I could just have ________?”  If it is not Jesus, he bids us to give it up for something better, namely, him.

There are a million things we can find our identity in.  Many things clamoring for our attention.  Many things demanding our attention.  Many gods vying for our worship.  And there is in the midst of them the calm, quiet, still small voice of Jesus saying, “Come to me and find everything you need or ever wanted.”

Why is it so hard to believe that Jesus has everything we need?  Because he his not flashy or fast or beautiful in appearance?  He cannot be physically seen, touched, or experienced like wealth, success, or entertainment.  Whatever our hang up are, Jesus in the gospels, invites us into relationship with him.  Who or what will we choose?

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